LIFE'S TOLL

Funny how life seems to take such a toll on us, but without it we would cease to be.

I am in a state of push. A state of push, you ask? Well, it means I must push my way through each day even though all I really want to do is sleep! I feel so tired and worn out. Sickness runs through town having a huge party, while I begin to crash.

Everyone needs something from me. Whether in the office so we can get paid, or at home so that they can eat, or at the restaraunt, you know, people are thirsty! Don't get me wrong, I like what I do, I just want to kick back here and there and have someone wait on me. Phoenix/Mexico here I/we come! (A Mexican cruise in the Spring, I hope.)

I'm sorry for the rambling and sense of negativity. I'm just taking a moment to vent. Isn't that what this is for anyway, a way to get into one another's heads? Believe me, you don't want all the way in. It's scary in here. The real problem, I will admit, is that I ran out of refills on my meds and I haven't been able to get an appointment with the holiday and all, so I suddenly stopped taking them which is so bad, as you all probably already know. It has been a week without and I am beginning to feel a bit unstable. My poor husband. Please pray that I can get in soon (my appointment is Jan. 5th, but I am going to try to get in sooner).

I don't feel like I am making much sense, and I find it somewhat funny that I am about to post this, but I just spent all these minutes writing it that I don't want it to go to waste.

I love you all so much.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Just a quick note to say Merry Christmas! I am sad that I have not had time to post lately and have noticed that you are all having the same difficulty (maybe not as much as me). Life is going fast and things are crazy, but I am looking forward to the holiday this weekend. I hope that all of you have a fabulous time. I anticipate hearing from everyone soon. Much love as always.